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Colors

"The colors of the pales (the vertical stripes) are those used in the flag of the United States of America; White signifies purity and innocence, Red, hardiness & valor, and Blue, the color of the Chief (the broad band above the stripes) signifies vigilance, perseverance & justice."

Colors

I PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO THE FLAG OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA AND TO THE REPUBLIC FOR WHICH IT STANDS...

I do not know about you but tears still build up in my eyes
when I recite the pledge of allegiance because It reminds
me of when I was just a child in this once great country of
ours, it was a time when we all played barefoot in the park
until the street lights came on without any fear of strangers
or being taken. It reminds me of our nations Bicentennial
in 1976 when our country stood tall and proud and we
celebrated its two-hundred-year-old birthday, it reminds me
of when I proudly served our country earning three honorable
discharges that hang on my wall today. It reminds me of…

Set the world on fire

Set the world on fire 
Way back when I was still in school around the age  of about oh let's just say it was a long time ago when  I was a lot younger then I am today, back when I still  believed in real true love, truth, justice, and even the  American way, when nothing but love and a childish  innocence was all that I had along with quite possibly  a slightly skewed sense of what was right and what  was wrong. I was only just a young man who happened  to believe still in what freedom is supposed to be and  the American flag, even the office of the President no  matter who at the time was filling it, I guess maybe  looking back I was what they called a dreamer always  believing I could for some reason or another make  things a little better but I know now back then my head  was stuck somewhere up in the clouds as it was filled  full up with unrealistic expectations of who or what I  would be when I grew up. but I know now all of those  thoughts were really more like delusions of grandeur,  just a c…

A chance to win

A chance to win
I never really ever get a chance to
win against love, always screwing
up I think it has me by a score of
at least ten to one, so if you are a
betting man which I am not then
you should place a big money bet
against me and you will double
your odds that love comes out on
top. For many years now myself and
love have gone round after round
always ending up in the same place
with me laying flat on the ground just
trying hard to stand back up usually
though I do not make it all that far
before love comes back just to kick
me hard in my gut wanting to make
sure that I never get back up. The
war will continue between true love
and I while I am losing battle after
battle as it beats the hell out of me
in hand to hand combat while we are
both locked away like those MMA
fighters in a cage on cable TV while
Viva Las Vegas has the option on me
coming in at a million to one odds in
favor that I just may win for once I
would not even take that bet but it is
the last round and I am fading fast
here I am up again…

When I Close My Eyes

When I Close My Eyes
I might not be able to in reality
actually, change this lost and
broken world and I might not be
able to change your made up mind
about leaving out of the door,
I might not be able to make you
love me just as much as I love you,
but I can still dream about It when
I go to bed at night and close my
eyes because that is where I am
living nowadays somewhere deep
down within my mind. That is
where we are still together and I
am yours forever and you are mine,
because that is where I go when I
want to escape all the violence in
this world and the hate that we see
everywhere around, it is a place
where you and I can feel safe together
walking hand and hand down the
quiet and peaceful streets late
at night after one of our many dates,
a place that is filled full with
laughter and joyful tears while we
are drinking margaritas on some
white sand deserted beach while we
are dancing at midnight in a warm
summer rain where we both are
always smiling we have forgotten
all our pain, a place where peace
and l…

"The Battle Lost: Ryders Birth"

Six years ago my life was changed in ways I will never fully understand a serious of events triggered a chain of disaster that caused the deepest sadness I will ever know, causing me to give up for the first time in my life. But from that day forward I will always believe in God, his angels, and heaven and hell, up to then, I was not a believer, the sights the smells, the taste is something I can never forget, then I woke up and started writing and I have yet to stop, "The Battle Lost: Ryders Birth" was the first set of poetry I wrote, you see s Poet was born from the ashes of a wasted life. This book hit number one in several categories it stayed in the top for many years and now it is still in the top ten and still free for the kindle.

An Epic Poetry adventure that takes you on an emotional journey into one mans epic battle against the evil's of addiction and the search and fight for his son Ryder who is not of his blood.

As the battle starts with hope now gone
a child is…

Forever know the tune

Forever know the tuneWhen we meet then fall in love we
would like to believe that it will be
for an eternity, walking down our
life's paths holding hands until the
ends of time, however, we all know
that forever is just a metaphor for
sorry I do not love you anymore I met
somebody else and so on so forth
now I want a divorce and then you
realize that forever is just a lie, at
least most of the time, anyways. But
not always so I need you to know
that you are in reality, only a leftover
memory or just a little piece of my
past still breathing deep down inside
of me, almost like a song or melody
one you hear all over the place as it
seems stuck inside of your head all
day-long everywhere you go hearing
it either as a whistle or the tap of a
pencil or maybe even somebody is
humming the tune almost like the
musical notes are just floating along
right there in the air and even though
you may not remember all the words
to the song, I will always and forever
know the tune as it is always playing
over inside of my m…

The Battle Lost: Ryder's Birth

Six years ago my life was changed in ways I will never fully understand a serious of events triggered a chain of disaster that caused the deepest sadness I will ever know, causing me to give up for the first time in my life. But from that day forward I will always believe in God, his angels, and heaven and hell, up to then, I was not a believer, the sights the smells, the taste is something I can never forget, then I woke up and started writing and I have yet to stop. 
"The Battle Lost: Ryders Birth" was the first set of poetry I wrote, you see s Poet was born from the ashes of a wasted life. This book hit number one in several categories it stayed in the top for many years and now it is still in the top ten and still free for the kindle.
An Epic Poetry adventure that takes you on an emotional journey into one mans epic battle against the evil's of addiction and the search and fight for his son Ryder who is not of his blood.
As the battle starts with hope now gone
a child is…

Forever never ends

Every love poem a Poet spills ink on is almost always the truth at least in the soul and heart of the poet who wrote it, for there is usually a pair of lips wearing ruby red lipstick or a first kiss a first date falling making believing in love that has blossomed today, or the thought of love tomorrow, or even a memory from yesterday that is haunting him or her, and this piece of poetry is no different, who she is may just be conjecture and I shall never say and she may never tell but those feelings are still here and now and will always be just as they have always been.
Forever never ends
It was at least for me anyways so very good to see you again today, all I know is that a miss you more every time you are around me because that is when I start to have all of those feelings that are of happiness and joy that I know will never end for wherever it is we are no matter who we are with you will always have me as I shall always have you in our hearts and souls, until the very end of days when th…

Love is really more

Love is really more
Love is really so much more than
what can be explained by just a four
letter word it is an encompassing
emotion a feeling of total completion
whereas two people who were at
one time complete strangers meet
then come together (no pun intended)
in heated passion to feel as if they
are only one, and from what I hear
and have seen (porno on TV) and
felt it is no doubt. The problem is I
have found that most people nowadays
have no idea at all what love truly is
since love takes time to grow it is not
a quick twenty-minute jump in the sack
and fall in love sorta thing or a hey
how much money do you make, a girl
needs to be taken care of in an if you ain't
got no money then you ain't got nobody
mine or anyone else kinda a thing,
then on top of that going through bad
relationships, breakups, and then
divorces, that cost ninety-nine dollar,
and a bonus hey I am divorced lets
party and I now know what I have
earned from all of the things I have
seen is now I hate to love, because
the pain of lo…

My take on Christianity, religion, and spirituality that nobody wants you to see.

My take on Christianity, religion, and spirituality that nobody wants you to see.Dancing with the so-called devil
Is sometimes something in my life
that I have for one reason or
another done well and really quite
easily all the while already knowing
that even at the end of the paths
that I have traveled on when it is
time for me leave this world and this
body that I now occupy fades away
into nothing but dust my soul is
heaven bound for sure, while I do
live my life to the best of my ability
life ain't worth living if you're not trying
everything that I possibly know I
can, so taking a few or more rides
down to the wild side of town for
my own pleasure or curiosity is my
right as a human being for it is very
true that everyone needs to let their
demons win every now and then.
We down here are no angels at all
for they live up in heaven above by
any rights or means stuck on a rock
with nowhere to go we all need to blow
off some much needed steam to
take the pressure off or we would
all go what they say …

Escape my own mind

Escape my own mind
I have been here for many long
years now, how many you ask?
Ten maybe even twenty to be
honest it has been so damn
long I just cannot remember
but the one thing I do know
is I have cried at least a million
tears. Today, well I am still here
trapped hidden away and forgotten
about by everyone in this prison
behind the bars for there are
no walls for me to write on and
no windows to look through so
I can see I am completely blinded
by the darkness of my incoherent
insanity, it is a very hard time I am
so very cold and lonely please I beg
of you, somebody anybody help
me get away from here do you not
hear my screams? Tomorrow then
the next and all the days after that
I will still be here behind the invisible
fence are their others? No, it is
only just me all alone in my own
solitary confinement. Why am l here?
Simple really nothing but fear of the
unknown from the shadows of sorrow
and regret that was chasing me,
so I locked myself away in a cell of
my own design so I could not escape
on my own all …