Spilled Ink from the heart and soul of Poet and Author Richard M Knittle Jr.

As my heart beats faster, I can feel things filling  up and rise to the anticipation of what was coming,  standing at attention, like a soldier waiting for  orders in a war, not saying a word. It was so  quiet, you could hear my blood rushing through my  veins and the words I could see in my mind were only trying to escape, to spill out across another  chapter in my life that I was about to write, just  not sure how I wanted to start this, while the  pressure was building, causing  my heart to pound  harder and faster than it has in a long time, then  like a drug as it enters your veins spread out  causing me to feel real damn good like the thoughts  of those things you do that are  supposed to be  kept between me and you in the bedroom, making me  blush as my body and mind started going numb  as it raced through me as barely a whisper, I could hear.  Oh, damn, from the back of my mind as my knees...

You ask me what I am thinking about You ask me what I am thinking about  at this very moment in time, well it is  that for once in a very long time "could  for just a few seconds maybe even  minutes put on a little smile across my  tired face for at least just a little while  before the dark and deformed shadows  are cast again by a dying and pathetic  soul that has been missing for what  now seems like forever and is most likely  now presumably dead from a heart that  had been broken by the deaths of countless  innocent men that it has seduced with  the empty promises of truthful, long  lasting never ending sobriety then as  always sleeps on the floor with the sounds  of many agonizing painful screams from those who have only tried to get  away from a life of painful misery and  narcissistic traits that no longer beats  for anyone or anything but now as it has  gone cold shivering as it ...

So Blake Sheltons new song along with Gwen Steffani is called nobody but you, so I shared it but not before it inspired me to write my own new song.     I want too Wow I love this new song it grabbed me and slammed me to the ground for this is the love I was supposed to know what happened why did it pass me by what am I supposed to do now be lonely for the rest of my life? Chorus  Love is all I have been looking for so why can I not find it am I looking for love way to hard could it all be a big mistake should I keep searching or should I wait until it finds me.  All I want is to feel its warm embrace All I want is to feel her lips on mine and loves sweet taste All I want is hear her heart beat as it starts to race All I want is to lay love down looking face to face Chorus  Love is all I have been looking for so why can I not find it am I looking for love way to hard could it all be a big mistake should I keep searching or should I wait until it finds me....