Spilled Ink from the heart and soul of Poet and Author Richard M Knittle Jr.

  "A story of one man's epic love for his son who is not of his blood." One day I was woken up by a dream I think it was really a nightmare I was alone or so I thought, I was seeing shadows and I kept hearing voices whispering in my ear so I started listening and writing it down, I still do that today. That was ten years ago and with those words, I wrote my first book., The Battle Lost: Ryder's Birth, It was a whopping fifty-two pages each a separate piece of poetry with extremely bad grammar, misspelled words, and no punctuation I had a good friend go through it when I got it back there were so many red marks I flashed back to high school. It has been on Amazon's top ten Epic Poetry (Free) in the Kindle Store for ten years. Ryder is now eleven years old and doing awesome it really was an epic battle physically, mentally, and emotionally fought in Parker County, Texas. DNA does not matter if you love that child enough and I Proved that. Actually, Attorney Bethel T...

My heart is pounding hard against my chest as I can feel the blood flowing through my body and I can not believe I am breathing this fast just trying to catch my breath then I look up here you come dressed or I should say lack of I see the piercings poking through that leaves nothing to the imagination but the sight of you causes me to lose control I mean mind goes to every hole you have I want to grab you by the hair and stick my tongue in your mouth as I rip your shirt hearing the buttons flying across the room, like casing hitting the floor as I reach down and around like a ninja with the lick of my wrist I undo your bra as it falls to the floor releasing your beautiful breasts as they bounce up and down then I give you another kiss at the same I grab on to one of your nipples that get so hard, it was as if they were standing at attention, applauding my intentions causing you to moan, which makes me let out my breath as my mouth sucks your tits, pinching your nipples causing a rip...

Addiction to anything is by any definition not fun by any means and is not really very cool at all, I mean who truly wants to live and wander the dark, mean, cold, and dirty streets in a drug-induced haze wondering when and where your next fix will be throwing up while throwing away all of your morals that you were born with that day and we're supposed to be taught while you were growing up like all of those sinners who lived in Sodom and Gomorrah that the Bible says was destroyed by God himself for living a life that he deemed and judged immorally yet it is truly unclear in the verses of Genesis what all the true sins actually were, so, please do not start on me because I do not see what being gay or lesbian had to do with one damn thing like the haters hate on for if two lonely souls find one another and fall in love with each other then everyone should be happy and mind their own business and let them be happy at least for finding what so many others cannot for if you are an add...

I have done so many things in my life that I am not proud of that would probably make most of you blush, I have drunk so many beers and drank even more, whiskey that even a drunk would say too much, smoked cigars that came straight from Cuba, which I got to say tasted pretty damn smooth, but it was only at the strip clubs along with weed, and cocaine too, I have tried just for fun almost every drug that has ever been made in a garage, or in a prescription bottle it really does not matter because they are all the same just to tell you the truth and even though I would say most were only for one time, there was some that I like a lot more so I tried them in every way, shape, or form, I have been to jail more times than the towns that I have lived, some so much, in fact, they gave me my own key to let myself back in, I have been to war across this world in a foreign hot desert sand, then told to kill so I did at least one dozen men I have cheated death so many times I think he finally ha...