We all say things
I just thought maybe I needed to get some things said that have been rolling around in my head because we all say things we don't mean to say because we do not know how, or other people are around so we become afraid to tell each other for fear of rejection or to be ridiculed or laughed or even made fun of so instead we say not what is inside of us but what we think you want to hear and that is a problem. I know I am getting older I am definitely a lot slower my body is falling apart and I am fifty-six I feel like I am eighty-six some mornings my mind thinks it is twelve on more occasions than not but it does not keep me from loving you as much as I do even after everything I have been through, I am amazed that I can love anybody at all, but you are special to me and always have been and It would be almost impossible for me to explain exactly what and how I feel for and about you to you or anybody else including myself because I cannot fully understand or grasp the amounts o...