A two part piece on addiction looking from both sides of the issue that I call "Living your life for addiction" The first piece was written for Ryder's mother while she was on one of the many time she was in rehab. Part One (Married now to your addiction) Always living your life in the darkness, while you are running away from the light, for all of the evils from an addiction has taken you far away from the fight. I miss you so very much, and who you used to be, such a loving and caring person that I no longer ever get to see. All t he love and affection that we once shared have been taken by all of your hurtful lies, as you are married now to your addiction, I can see it in your bloodshot eyes. The late nights that I stayed up and worried, if you were dead or sitting in jail, waiting for a phone call from the Devil, who is waiting for you now in hell. Maybe one day you will know how much that I loved you, and that ...