Spilled Ink from the heart and soul of Poet and Author Richard M Knittle Jr.

This is a chapter from an epic poem a novel I am writing it is a rough piece Grammer and punctuation are minimal.. The end of love, a muse, and a poets journey That very first time that I ever saw you I knew right then that one day you and I would be together in one-way shape or form, then from that night of our first kiss the very one which caused a spark to fly causing our fires to rage out of control especially down below in our place of heated passion that has at one time or another burned hotter than any sun ever known even as our two pounding hearts melted from the sheer heat that was rising from the sheets than in the blink of an eye nothing at all until coming to an abrupt end by your hand and your hand alone, causing our souls to disconnect while they became lost and confused in all of the chaos that ensued as they were grieving over the loss of a lover and a friend. I know that we are definitely soulmates who have only lost one another in a brutal war

In our lives that we all live at one time or another, we will become addicted to something or someone at least one time, it is that single battle that will decide the path we take until the end. Please I ask you if you know an addict or are one yourself there is light at the end of the tunnel, unfortunately, you or we and yes that is myself included are the only ones who are able to find it, you can have a million people fighting for you, but you yourself are the only one who can decide your fate...... My war still continues to this day.... "The War" Every person who is born on this earth has demons that live inside, it is a constant battle through our life that we all must fight just to stay alive, every decision that we make is something that we ourselves control, so choose wisely and with just cause they battle us for our soul, the war between both good and evil just so you can understand, is with good from God and the angels above and the evil that is born from

My friend, lover, family, muse, and more I bid you ado and godspeed in your new journey. May your path be pure and Poetry fill your heart and all of the ink that I have ever written for you flow freely like your wild soul. Realization of living all alone Before you go I just needed you to know that you have been the light in my life of darkness the joy in a life that has none and I am so very blessed for the moments in time that God had allowed us but I do honestly, understand why you feel that you must leave, you see, my life today now seems as if it is missing something very important in it like the beating of my heart as sadness now has taken full control, as little pieces of it are lost every day, causing it to slowly start to fall apart and the pain now has become so unbearable that I just sometimes want to take a knife and cut it out, while all of the memories of my painful past play over and over constantly never ending without stopping like it is nothing more then a broken reco

A million shining lights As we were looking out the window at all the stars tonight there must have been about a million shining lights from the reflection within her eyes,  that's when I saw it the brightest one  of all, shooting across the skies so  bright a falling ember in the night  so I closed my eyes thought real  hard, took a deep breath as I made  a wish when I opened up my eyes you looked at me and smiled so I said "you want to know what wish I wished for don't you," then you shook her head yes so I smiled back at her and I said while I whispered ever so softly into your ear "I want to stay the night right here next  to you in this bed in your room and right  here I want to lay always through forever  making love every day to you like we  were leaving never coming back home  then when Monday morning comes  around with the alarm going off, I will  call in sick with the flu then pull all the  sheets back up over me and you then 

Singing the blues I am so tired of always crying while inside of me it feels like I am dying while my heart keeps breaking and my soul is just singing the blues, my mind is always trying to find the reasoning within the understanding of why it is and how I can still be in love with a person like you, causing a crisis of confusion throughout my heart, mind, and soul bringing the chaos of all my emotions that are beyond my control, which explains why one second I am laughing and one minute later I am crying never knowing which way I should go, I am drowning in a pool of emotions with some, I never even knew I had and now I am lost in the bed I made for two, wondering why it is that I cannot get over you then forget all about you and move on so please have a little mercy and just leave me alone do not write to me, come over, or even pickup the phone, I may be here in my head but I am not home I cannot get you out of my head even after everything that you have done to me or even said, I

Written and Performed by Richard M Knittle Jr.

Little Kisses Written and Performed by Richard M Knittle Jr.

Until tomorrow never comes.  As the darkness of the night  starts to now fall to the up  coming light of day the  moon begins slowly making  love to the sun as they have with each coming and going  since before the dawn of  man, until forever falls away, leaving an eternity go the next day our two souls were so completely intertwined and Interwoven through all of the many different fabrics of time  holding on to one another so tightly never wanting to let go so afraid to be alone just as  both of hearts start pounding  as one together with a  rhythmical melody of an  eternity from a love that is sure  to be one from the ages of all  of the many yesterdays, even  today until the end of tomorrow never comes. Poet Richard M Knittle Jr. A #Poets Journey

My fathers son As I sit here all alone in the dark on this dirt floor I wonder if it is going to be my unchangeable destiny to become my fathers son, so full of anger and disgust for not turning out how he wanted me to be for in his eyes I am a failure who could never get it right, always shaking his head when I come into his sight telling my mother to ask me a question while he is standing right there in front of me " what the hell did he do this time" then walking a way making me feel so little like I just committed a heinous crime against humanity for just being born, causing me to hate my life so now I just want to get high picking up the pipe rolling it like I am playing dice gambling with my life watching my dreams being completely destroyed as i watch the reflection of my pitiful self against the backdrop of all the rising smoke while drowning  in a sea of deep regret and sorrow telling myself just tonight and I will quit tomorrow but I n

Written by: Richard M  Knittle Jr. and Mike Terry Performed by: Mike Terry

Timeless Beauty Your beauty is so timeless a classic just like Marilyn Monroe, her essences must of somehow found you, so I just wanted you to know. You have sparked a heat of passion in me that will continue to always burn, as your body is so incredibly gorgeous its every curve I now want to learn. I write down my feelings just so you can read exactly how I feel, and as my words now leave your sexy lips I want to feel your lips on mine so a kiss we will soon seal. Your skin is so soft and as pure white as the newly fallen snow, you are nothing less than a beautiful princess in waiting whom I really want to know. Yes, my dear, I am a romantic who loves burning candles everywhere watching you in the light of the glow as I would treat you as if you were a queen, on my knees, I would bow, your radiance that shines through you now surrounds me, and for you, I would do anything like buy you the most gorgeous of flowers or the best chocolates that I could find maybe even a diamond r