I am in love with a fallen angel

I am in love with a fallen angel

One of the saddest days that I have ever

had in my whole entire life thus far, was the

day that I held the most beautiful woman I

have ever known tightly in my arms as

she trembled against my body that was filled

with more love for her then she could ever even

Imagine and it was raging inside of me with

flames smoldering like a fire burning out of

control with so much passion that she herself

or even anyone else for that matter would ever

know, meanwhile a flood of tears were falling

down like a bad winters storm somewhere

out in the middle of the ocean from the deep

dark sadness of her big brown sexy eyes that

were reflecting all the signs of a hidden sorrow

and the shadows that were left over of her long

much regretful past that seems to follow her

everywhere she goes, as she sobbed and cried

uncontrollably which was coming from her heart

that had been badly broken so many times into

a million pieces that it just may never heal

again along with a wounded completely lost,

lonely shattered soul who is still trembling in the

fear of another painful rejection so much so that

it can no longer whisper all of her deep dark

secrets or dance by itself outside at midnight in

the rain and here all I could do was stand there

as a friend sometimes fool and hold her just

like I have so many times before and lie when

I told her that it would all be okay even though I knew deep down inside that it was going to be

somehow different this time around and I had

not a clue at all what will happen, as the once

strong independent woman looked up at me I

could see she was looking so fragile as the

teardrops begin to fill my eyes and then begin

to realize that I could feel her pain, but I

truly do believe though that she is a real fallen

angel who fell from God's grace and the

heavens above with a wild streak that is more

then any woman and to much for any man to

handle that you need to see to believe who

has lost her way back home and her wings to

fly here there, I mean how else can you explain

her incredibly, intoxicating, mesmerizing beauty

that is oozing from inside of her to the outside

which looks like a beauty queen that there is no

disputing and the tiny broken halo that lays upon

her head, she is only wanting to be loved like no

other has before, giving them her everything, but

has only been used lied to and abused for her

incredible body, that has beaten, bruised, and

even bloodied, as every man she ever touches

falls in love with her forevermore driving them

insane with jealousy if they cannot have her all

to themselves. What was that? yes I do hear all

of your whispering you want to know everything

like how I know her so well, you see she and I

have been friends for as long as I can remember

finding the truth through many lies in each other

finding ourselves left alone together when there

was no one left but us who out of loneliness

at one time or another have also been lovers in

the past as I too have been touched by her as

we came together as a friend would do while

never judging the things we do come to a

conclusion with the revelation and forever have

fallen in love but never went insane, maybe I am

much stronger than I ever knew or I truly do love

her for more than her body we may never know,

but out of all the others, I am the one who is still

here beside her in whatever she may decide I

am to her and here I will always be just waiting

patiently for her to finally see that I can treat her

the way she needs to be, then we can walk hand

and hand on a deserted beach in the white sand

and maybe I could help this beautiful fallen angel

who fell down from heaven straighten out her little

halo and help her find her wings so she could fly

back to heaven from where she came from in the

first place.

Poet Richard M Knittle Jr.

A #Poets Journey