Spilled Ink from the heart and soul of Poet and Author Richard M Knittle Jr.

I was so afraid to live a life without you but then I realized that I survived without you before we ever met just fine it was more like I was scared that I would not have a life when you were gone but I was wrong life goes on just as the morning sun rises in the beautiful blue skies and so will I. Poet Richard M Knittle Jr. A #Poets Journey

After just a short delay the world debut of. A bar named forever memories and alcohol don't make good partners especially when your trying to let go and every woman who walks through that door reminds me of how we held on to each other dancing slow on that hardwood floor. Chorus Sitting here getting drunk at some bar they call forever drinking away the color of your beautiful eyes finding nothing I was looking for at the bottom of shot number nine. just another night under the neon lights here in a bar named forever where we dreamed of sharin’ our lives together but those dreams died away and forever became a lie. Chorus Sitting here getting drunk at some bar they call foreverdrinking away the color of your beautiful eyes finding nothing I was looking for at the bottom of shot number nine. Forever holds a special part of me just a little piece of my heart we danced so many nights through all the good times and bad until you...

How do I get free? For as far back in my mind that I can remember I have been running away from all of my demons while chasing the fire of a dragon, so much so that I have even forgotten what is was like to just stop and look up at the sun feel the warmth and smile always to afraid that one day they would finally find me then what was I supposed to do anyway aways fighting a war that was over against an enemy who was never really there after all the while I was falling down deeper in a hole that was filled of sorrow and despair where it felt as if I was being dragged under by the weight of my past mistakes always fighting to climb out gasping for air, drowning in a frozen sea of shear loneliness while surrounded by the darkness so how do I get free? I have been looking so very long for a real love to hold on to for as far back as I can remember alway coming close or so I thought I was only to grab on and find out after giving out everything that I had inside of me it was never real...

And then we have this, The song that goes with my new poem "I am in love with a fallen angel" called "Savior" written by Richard M Knittle Jr. With music and vocals by my very good friend Mr. Douglas Haines. https://youtu.be/ lzHN6l3Qsyw

Love the meaning of. We, well what I really mean is as in the English language have only have one word for love while the Greek has at least four which are agápe, éros, philía, and storage as you can plainly see, even others countries spell love different but all means the same so here is little test tell me what country uses what word for love and write it down for me, Liefde, Amor, Ljubav, Laska, Kaerlighed, did you get them all? Well if you did then you are a love scholar and get much love from me. Love can be such a very fragile thing yet can hold the strength of an army as fight for love to be and of course anywhere in between, love has so many meanings that I believe it really should be more than one word that try to explain just what love means, for example love is not only a miracle that can put back all the pieces of a heart that has been broken all apart like a jigsaw puzzle left outside after hurricane while ...

I am in love with a fallen angel One of the saddest days that I have ever had in my whole entire life thus far, was the day that I held the most beautiful woman I have ever known tightly in my arms as she trembled against my body that was filled with more love for her then she could ever even Imagine and it was raging inside of me with flames smoldering like a fire burning out of control with so much passion that she herself or even anyone else for that matter would ever know, meanwhile a flood of tears were falling down like a bad winters storm somewhere out in the middle of the ocean from the deep dark sadness of her big brown sexy eyes that were reflecting all the signs of a hidden sorrow and the shadows that were left over of her long much regretful past that seems to follow her everywhere she goes, as she sobbed and cried uncontrollably which was coming from her heart that had been badly broken ...