I just wanted you to know

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Set the world on fire

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Yeah I'm probably going to hell with this one... Forgive me father for I have sinned... This is an emergency broadcast...    My take on Christianity, Religion, and Spiritually that nobody wants you to see.  Dancing with the so-called devil is sometimes  something in my life that I have for one reason  or another done very well and quite easily in  actuality, all the while already knowing that  even at the end of the paths that I walked and  all roads that I have traveled, when it is time  for me to finally leave this world and my  human body fades away to nothing more I know that my soul will be heaven bound for sure,  while I do live my life to the best of my ability  because life just is not worth living if you are not trying everything that you and I possibly  can so why don't we take a ride down to the  wild side of town for my own pleasure or  curiosity if that may be for it is my right as a  human being to make mistakes for it is very true that everyone once in a while ne