I am in love with a fallen angel along with two brand ne songs called "Savior" and "A bar named forever"
I am in love with a fallen angel
One of the saddest days that I have ever
had in my whole entire life thus far, was the
day that I held the most beautiful woman I
have ever known tightly in my arms as
she trembled against my body that was filled
with more love for her then she could ever even
Imagine and it was raging inside of me with
flames smoldering like a fire burning out of
control with so much passion that she herself
or even anyone else for that matter would ever
know, meanwhile a flood of tears were falling
down like a bad winters storm somewhere
out in the middle of the ocean from the deep
dark sadness of her big brown sexy eyes that
were reflecting all the signs of a hidden sorrow
and the shadows that were left over of her
much regretful past that seems to follow her
everywhere she goes, as she sobbed and cried uncontrollably which was coming from her heart
that had been badly broken so many times into
a million pieces that it just may never heal
again along with a wounded completely lost,
lonely shattered soul who is still trembling in the
fear of another painful rejection so much so that
it can no longer whisper all of her deep dark
secrets or dance by itself outside at midnight in
the rain and here all I could do was stand there
as a friend sometimes fool and hold her just
like I have so many times before and lie when
I told her that it would all be okay even though
I knew deep down inside that it was going to be
somehow different this time around and I had
not a clue at all what will happen, as the once
strong independent woman looked up at me I
could see she was looking so fragile as the
teardrops begin to fill my eyes and then I started
to realize that I could feel all of her pain just
as much as she did and let me say without no
lie it hurt so bad I cried, it felt as if I was in hell
but I knew I was wrong this girl is no demon
but I truly do believe though that she is a real
live fallen angel who fell from God's grace and
the heavens high above with a wild streak that
is more than any woman and too much for
any man to handle so much so that you need
to see to believe it, who has lost her way back
home and her wings to fly there, I mean how
else can you explain her incredibly, intoxicating,
mesmerizing beauty that is oozing from inside
of her to the outside which looks like a beauty
queen that there is no disputing and the tiny
broken halo that lays upon her head with all
that messy hair, she is only wanting to be loved
like no other has before treated like she is the
only one held harder loved longer always giving
them her everything, she possibly can but has
only been used, lied to, and abused for her
incredibly sexy body, that has beaten, bruised,
and even bloodied, as every man she touches
falls madly deeply in lust with her from that day
until forevermore driving them completely
insane with jealousy if they cannot have her all
to themselves, they try to force her any way they
can causing her to run going from man to man.
What was that? yes, I do hear all of your whisperings,
you want to know everything like how I know her
so well, you see she and I have been friends for
as long as I can remember finding the truth through
many lies in each other finding ourselves left alone together when there was no one left but us who out
of sheer loneliness at one time or another have also
been very close and passionate lovers from the very beginning to the not so long ago past as I too have
been touched by her as we came together as a friend
would do while never judging the things that either of us do and I have come to the conclusion with the revelation and forever have fallen in love but never went insane like
all the others, why you ask? I have often wondered
that myself for which I have no answer, I can not explain why maybe I am much stronger than I or she ever knew
or it is because I truly do love her for more than just
her body all I do know is that we may just never know,
or maybe I too am a fallen angel myself but out of all
the others, I am the one who is still right here beside
her in whatever she may decide that I am to her and
here I will always be just waiting patiently for her to
hopefully, as I am down on my knees praying finally
see that I can treat her the way she needs to be, then
we can walk hand and hand on some deserted island
beach with pure white sand and stars shining down
brightly and maybe I could help this beautiful fallen
angel who fell down here from heaven straighten out
her little halo upon her head and then help her find
her wings so she could fly back to heaven from where
she came from in the first place where I will see her
again that I know we could fly away high above up
into the midnight skies together playing hide and
seek through all the stars as I will also have my wings upon my back and maybe next time I will be right
there to catch her when she falls like I have so many times before I just wish she would remember as she
has forgotten all her memories that one night that
she and I had once held each other so tightly while
staring deeply into one another's eyes as we were
spinning slowly on that hardwood floor lost some
where within the outer reaches of time frozen for
all of the eternities like a photograph hanging up on
the wall it was as if we were standing on top of an
old jewelry box where you turn the key and we would
dance about listening to the music of the others beating
heart while they came together to play as one a melody
of much love and heated passion as if we were the only
two people left on earth or even all of the heavens
above just as we pulled our bodies even closer our lips
came together and she took me to a place higher than
I have ever been before called heaven and it had all started at a bar they all called Forever and that was the
night that had I fell in love with a fallen angel and today
even after all of these many long years through all of
the laughter and the tears along with happiness, pain,
fears three things have never changed, her beauty
which has somehow grown, our friendship which is one
that I will always treasure and finally all of the love that
I still and always will hold for that fallen angel. What
may happen next? Well only God really knows for sure
for this story is still being written every single day and
truly do pray that never shall this love story end.
Poet Richard M Knittle Jr.
A #Poets Journey
The two songs that accompany this piece of poetry named "I am in love with a fallen angel" are called "Savior" and "A bar named forever" both were written by Richard M Knittle Jr. who is a number one best selling author and poet and now songwriter, Richard has also been nominated for the 2017 and 2018 Texas Poet Laureate, and again for 2019 and 2020. Music and vocals are by my very good friend singer-songwriter Douglas Haines.
Savior
https://youtu.be/lzHN6l3Qsyw
A bar named forever
https://youtu.be/_QxNtxn9EXo
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