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A bar they call forever

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My first album named Spilled Ink is finished so to celebrate all 12 songs will have new videos and lyrics.



A bar they call forever has a brand new video with lyrics and is a song that came from the poem I wrote called

"I'm in love with a fallen angel" which actually spawned several songs that are on this album.



From the upcoming album called Spilled Ink

filled with mostly poetry

a little bit of music

some vocals too

and a lot of heart and soul.



A bar they call forever



Written by Richard M Knittle Jr.

Performed by Douglas Haines



Memories and alcohol don't make

good partners especially when your

trying to let go as every woman who

walks through the door reminds me

of how it was before dancing slow

on that hardwood floor.



Chorus

Sitting here getting drunk at some

bar they call forever drinking away

the color of your beautiful eyes finding

nothing I was looking for at the

bottom of shot number nine.



Just another night under the neon lights

here in a bar, they call forev…

Close my eyes

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My first album named Spilled Ink is finished so to celebrate all 12 songs will have new videos and lyrics.  Close my eyes is a written collaboration of words between myself and noted Poet and songwriter Craig Burt.  From the upcoming album called Spilled Ink 
filled with mostly poetry 
a little bit of music 
some vocals too
and a lot of heart and soul.  Close my eyes Written by: Richard M Knittle Jr. & Craig Burt
Performed by: Douglas Haines

I watch the sun come up across
that clear blue Texas sky
my thinkin’ of the things we had
turned to rivers from my eyes

I try to stop
my heart just drops
when the wind brings your whisper
soft and dry
I drift away,
but I still cry

All of the brightest stars
are out of a perfect picture
clears my doubt
I contemplate.
I hesitate.
I won’t let go
my love for you still grows
and I adore you so

I’m sittin’ here
as time goes by
healin’ slow.
The pain won’t die
the hurt won’t go,
keeps building slow,
and love just fades away.
so I don’t know
but I still adore you so

All of the brightest …

Savior with a new lyrics video

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My first album named Spilled Ink is finished so to celebrate all 12 songs will have new videos and lyrics.
Savior has a brand new video with lyrics and is a song that came from the poem I wrote called "I'm in love with a fallen angel" which actually spawned several songs that are on this album.
From the upcoming album called Spilled Ink filled with mostly poetry a little bit of music some vocals too and a lot of heart and soul.
Written by: Richard M Knittle Jr. Performed by: Douglas Haines
Savior You were the one who made my life worth living again when I felt like I had nothing at all always falling from the ledge my broken heart had put me on you reached out and held me in your loving arms. You were my savior when I was in danger my beautiful broken haloed angel from out of nowhere you showed up to save me and my lost and lonely soul When I was hurting you came to heal me and my heart began to beat once again all it took was just one look you had nothing on just a broken halo and a wicked …

Your love is now part of me new video

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My first album named Spilled Ink is finished so to celebrate all 12 songs will have new videos and lyrics.



Your love is now part of me

has a brand new video with lyrics.



From the upcoming album called Spilled Ink

filled with mostly poetry

a little bit of music

some vocals too

and a lot of heart and soul.



Written by: Richard M Knittle Jr.

Performed by: Douglas Haines



Your love is now part of me



Baby Baby what you do to me is so incredibly new to me your love is now

a part of me It comforts me in ecstasy I’ve loved, or so I thought I did

I’ve hurt my heart and lost a bit but ever since I met there’s light since I

met you everything’s been right





Chorus

Now making love to you is all I want to do

from when the sun goes down until it shines

again brand new and when the darkness

falls the stars, they shine like fireflies they

sparkle on the water I can see it in your eyes

and all I want to do is hold your body close

and lose my mind, forget the time



your love is now a part of me



You and I a…

Smile like you did something wrong.

Smile like you did something wrong
Have you ever noticed that the devil who is the epitome of evil has not been  seen for quite some time now since  man himself has now started to create  his own hate and evil and has for a very  long now? We fight over religion which  man created in the first place to control  the masses and their money and looking at some of those television evangelists do not get me started just keep on on  reading to read what I wrote about it then  through our own ignorance of uneducated  bigotry we separate ourselves by the color  of our skin not ever knowing what lies within or where we may be from. I mean, come  on it after all one planet with one race the  humankind and all citizens of earth, we treat women differently almost as if they  are lower class than men even though  they can do everything the same and then  some and of course it is because of that they wear the pants, I believe the greatest  of all evil are greed and the lust for power  in my opinion which counts for nothin…

Richard M Knittle Jr. - Number One Selling Author and Poet

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As I Stand Here

As I stand here on this mountain top looking
at all of God's creations in complete and total
awe at all that surrounds me, I am saddened
that I am even human anymore since hate,
violence and racism is all I ever now see, with
children dying before they are born with some
even homeless, hungry, and living dirty on the
streets with people who are just like me that
are diagnosed with mental illness with no care
at all like depression, anxiety, addictions,
personality disorders, and even PTSD.

As I stand here and think about life and so
many other different things in this valley that
is down below, I started wondering out loud
and then to myself "Have we not learned
anything from our past?" World war I, World
War ll, Vietnam, Korea, Gulf War and many
more is there not anything else besides
killing and war that we know? When will we
finally, be ready to give peace a chance? That
is what I want to know, but the problem is
greed and power and that will be very hard to
erase and a…

If death had a feeling

If death had a feeling

If death had a feeling I know that loneliness is
how it would feel, as the deep dark sadness of
depression comes on fast and furious than when
it does, it hits you hard and is never easy at all.
The darkness that starts to surround us with a
thick black fog that comes from a brewing storm
in the distance out of nowhere just like a thief in
the darkest of nights coming in to steal all of
your happiness and joy then replacing it with much
regret, unmitigated guilt and sorrow for that is
all you will now feel for quite a long while. Death
is inevitable it is something that will come to you
and I and to the people, we love either by illness,
accident, by God's hands, or even our very own.
There is no laughter at all as death will always
win and if there Is anything funny at all about it
well it is just like a game of chance you will just
never really know how, where, who, or even when.
Those people that are closest to us are the hardest
ones to take as we mourn fo…

I have risen

I have risen

I have risen up from out of my prison
that I have built out of misery, anger,
pain, and sorrow where I have been
locked away and forgotten about in
the cold and bitter darkness that now
surrounds me so very lonely and
afraid from the days back before
yesterday through all of my many
tomorrows, but not today, no as I
have finally gotten away to be free
for God in all of His Glory has finally
given me the key which I have been
missing to unlock all of the lies that
have chained me down constructed
by my own guilt in the truths that I
now hide while blaming all the others
for what was living and breathing in
my own mixed up and twisted mind
where an evil lives and hides among
all the good that I have inside as it
started out slowly maybe even a bit
diabolically so methodically killing
off all of who it is I ever was by taking
away everything than anyone I ever
have loved including my own children
whom I do love so very much until all
that was left behind was the empty
shell of me, myself, an…